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man theses times are hard but were gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
sit talking up all night
saying things we havent for a while



Just because you lie docent mean you have to keep lying. Just because I did the right thing doesn't mean you have to stop being my friends. Just because you make a mistake doesn't mean you can't fix it. Just because your smarter than me doesn't mean you have to brag about it. Just because we went our separate ways doesn't mean we can't still be friends. Just because it's wrong doesn't make it right. Just because your sad doesn't mean you can't be happy. Just because things are different doesn't mean you have to stop caring. Just because it's dark doesn't mean it will always be. Just because your innocent doesn't mean you will always will be. Just because this is your way doesn't mean it's mine. Just because this world is broken doesn't mean it's broke. Just because you failed doesn't mean you didn't try. Just because you don't want to remember doesn't mean you have to forget the memories too.

Running

Your lungs burn so much you can barley breathe, your heart is pounding so hard you think you can can hear it.  your face is so red and hot. You think just a little further than you can stop. But you don't you trick your mind. You legs start to hurt. You can feel the heat from your checks without even touching then. All you can hear is your music besides your breathe which you are gasping for In big gulps.in your head your thinking your gonna die. But you don't you tell yourself a little bit further you try not to think about how much further you really have to go and how much your legs and lungs burn. Your almost there just up the hill you think. You are gasping for air now trying, your lungs burn more than ever. You finally show down and stop you made it! You head hurts you feel as if it might explode. Your vision is blurry and you try to see. Once your lungs stop burning you run all the way back. The feeling is so awesome. You say your never going to do that again but you do . You can't help yourself. 

theres nothing like a almost perfect day . i woke up this morning and i got ready for school i did 10 push up and 10 sit ups then i  went down stairs and ate some pancakes for breafast then went to school. In first hour i finally got how to do my math thanks to my friend! In 4th hour we had a big power point thing we had to do which we had to present to the whole class. but it wasent that bad at all i got up there and i did aswome. then in 5th hour we got to listen to music\ text it was fun! and then at the end of the day we got our scheduals for our last trimester!!! When i got home from school i madee smoothie it was delious then i went on a run and it felt so good to run. its sorta warm out finally. And then i did my home work. maybe its not your almost perfect day but for me it is. i finally know what i want to be and i finally know who i am. its like everything is finally coming together. I dont really care what people think of me, i used to a lot but i dont really any more.I used to get super jeliuos if one of my friends would hangout with another friend and not me. But i dont really mind because i know who my friends are now, and who are just saying they are and who are not.



your using your head phones to drowned out your mind
it was so easy and the words so sweet



things come and go just as seasons change and grow.



sometimes you just gotta do the right thing even though you know it can hurt someone in the end they will understand. sometimes we dont get why people who things we think its a stupid reason and we dont listen to them but later we go back and we think they were right all along. but we just didnt want to admitte that so we go ahead and act like they were wrong even though we know they were right. we act like theses things we do are okay and they will not hurt anyone. but before we do things we should think before becuase in the end it could save us a lot of time and mabye even hurt.



sometimes you just need to have some fun



just lay there and breathe it all in

its so beatiful but you know it will not last

best friends are forver

sometimes i feel as though i can fly

you got one life, so dont let the moment pass you by

so stand on the edge with me hold back your fear and see
nothing is real tells its gone



never look back

without love you are nothing

So stand on the edge with me, hold back your fear and see nothing is teal tell it's gone.
I loved you once I loved you still I always have I always will. Just do it
in every childhood there is someone we can't forget, in every heart there's a way to get back.how can one step away from you be one step in the wrong direction. What happened? You wished yourself away. Your live is ending in one minute so make it worth your while. Every night you fall to pieces knowing you cant save yourself. maybe none of is understand what we've been though or have enough time. Don't be afraid of death , be afraid of the unlived life. This is who you ate this is what you where meant to do. He swears he loved you.and u i i dont want tge world to see me cause i dont thnil that theyed understand and when everything made to be broken i just want you to know who i am.a life you dont live is still lost.this is your life this is your future only you can change it only you can try and fail.you have to fail before you can suceed. Who do you think you are.before you knew christ you were dead. I'd rather be hates for who I am than loved for who I am not. Thus ident real it's just all you can feel. Be the change you wish to see in the world. Change was in the air it was only a matter of time.

It's funny

It's funny how when you were younger something so little could amouse you for so long, but then you group older and things don't amouse you as much and you grow out of them and go into the next stage of your life. It's funny how when you were little you thought you invited something new but really it had already been invited and then your all mad because it was already made. It's funny how when you grow older you don't notice all those things that made you so happy when you were little. It's funy how everything is never the same and everything keeps changing even though you usually are dying it for it to stay the same. It's funny how you want to remember thst one Memorie forever. To freeze time and live in that moment. It's funny how when you were little you always wanted to be big and now that your big you want to go back and actually enjoy the time when you ere little instead of wasting it on trying to big bigger and better than you were. I was watching this little girl today. She was the curtesy thing ever! her hair was so sort and she was so innocent. I asked her what she wanted to do and she said I wanna go paint. So we went into her room and started painting. She painted snacks and lines and I remember when I used to do that. I asked her what she wanted me to paint and she said a owl. So I painted an owl or what I thought was an owl tell I finished and it looked like a mix between a dog and a bird. Later that say we played with this top and it spun ans she could never get it to spin beucase it kept tipping over . But she just kept trying and finally she hot it. she was so amouse with it she played with it for like half an hour. She was super shy around our friends who was helping us paint there house.becusse they were guys and when my friend asked if he could go into esmays room She said no . And I knew exacly why. she found the littlest thing and she made them into something to play with and something cool. And she is only 3 years Old. when she painted she saw something big an pretty and when I tooled at it all I saw was lines but she knows that it looks good and she can see past lines.