My life is like a rollercoaster one day its amazing the next its bad. I come home some days to people fighting other days I come home to you forgot to do your chorse, while other days its just normal. My life is complicated.... Somedays all I wanna do is curl up in a ball and hide from the world. School is stressful and hard trying to get good grades ALL the time while still trying to make your parents happy and make you happy.you have to wake up and put on your mask and then go to school and change your mask. see everyone has a mask.
But I just dont want to be anyone
over the years of growing up i have learned some very important thins one is not to lie because once you start you cant stop and even when you do some people still think your lying. two never jugde people if you have never met them because once you do and they are nothing like you expected you will feel sorry. three
never be someone your not this world is "fake" the magizenes you arent real people really arent that skinny you see they edit out all the imporfections all the flaws that make you well you. You see they do this so that you will try to become better to become more perfect and the truth is thats just what they want. its all about advertising and publicity.They change you into thinking that your not pretty enough and that you need to change they say you need better skin cause you have some minor flaws on your face or your not skinny enough you need to be annerexic and not eat.
but i have something to say to you. you dont have to listen to them. EVERYONE has a choice no matter what you have a choice to lsiten or to drowned out the voices, to stop or yo go, to live or to die.
I've been living in my own little world where everything to me is well perfect becuase well its your little world and in your world nothing can hurt you. I wake up one day and relized I have been living a lie,And at that moment i opened my eyes and relized that everyone is fighting there own war. I sometimes pretend that im tough and that nothing can hurt me but you know under that im hurting and all I want is for someone to stop and ask whats wrong? But if you ask me I say Im fine because i dont want anyone to see that i hurt to see me... with no makeup on without a mask on Me compromised Me not skinny as model me and all my freckes me well me.... I've been trying so hard to fit in that i forgot about everything else that makes lifes moments the little ones and the big ones. I have been trying to please my parents make them proud of me because thats what every kid wants is for there parents love and approvel. But sometimes you have to stop and think am I doing this for me or for them? sometimes all you need to do is step back and let go..... let go of all the crap and shit in your life and just bring it all to God. now i know you are thinking wow that sounds lame and god i belive in God but really do you or are you just saying that? I belive in God i believe that he died on the cross for my sins and for ALL our sins. He died on the cross so WE didnt have to! we would all be on a cross wiped and beated but he did for us. Jesus said before he did "God forgive them they know not what they do". If you think about it he is saying that we dont know what we are doing and we need his help. he also said "I will lay down my life for my sheep i will lay down my life for my friends and remember that I am dying for you" I also say that I will read the bible but then I don't because I am to "busy" too. I pray when I need gods help and when i go to bed otherwise i dont think about him. But I should I should think about him everyday and not just when I need his help. Jesus was a human he went though everything we did he wasen't perfect he had acne he was beaten,bruised and he was hurt. He had to find a jod just like us, he had to go to hell and he after 3 days I think it was of torture and tare by the devil he went to heaven. so if you think that hes not like us and he cant relate to us he can!! He is here all you have to do is pray and look up and know that he is watching over you.
my life is not perfect no one is. we all have our own problems. so before you go around and jugde people stop because everyone is fighting their own war.
But I just dont want to be anyone
over the years of growing up i have learned some very important thins one is not to lie because once you start you cant stop and even when you do some people still think your lying. two never jugde people if you have never met them because once you do and they are nothing like you expected you will feel sorry. three
never be someone your not this world is "fake" the magizenes you arent real people really arent that skinny you see they edit out all the imporfections all the flaws that make you well you. You see they do this so that you will try to become better to become more perfect and the truth is thats just what they want. its all about advertising and publicity.They change you into thinking that your not pretty enough and that you need to change they say you need better skin cause you have some minor flaws on your face or your not skinny enough you need to be annerexic and not eat.
but i have something to say to you. you dont have to listen to them. EVERYONE has a choice no matter what you have a choice to lsiten or to drowned out the voices, to stop or yo go, to live or to die.
I've been living in my own little world where everything to me is well perfect becuase well its your little world and in your world nothing can hurt you. I wake up one day and relized I have been living a lie,And at that moment i opened my eyes and relized that everyone is fighting there own war. I sometimes pretend that im tough and that nothing can hurt me but you know under that im hurting and all I want is for someone to stop and ask whats wrong? But if you ask me I say Im fine because i dont want anyone to see that i hurt to see me... with no makeup on without a mask on Me compromised Me not skinny as model me and all my freckes me well me.... I've been trying so hard to fit in that i forgot about everything else that makes lifes moments the little ones and the big ones. I have been trying to please my parents make them proud of me because thats what every kid wants is for there parents love and approvel. But sometimes you have to stop and think am I doing this for me or for them? sometimes all you need to do is step back and let go..... let go of all the crap and shit in your life and just bring it all to God. now i know you are thinking wow that sounds lame and god i belive in God but really do you or are you just saying that? I belive in God i believe that he died on the cross for my sins and for ALL our sins. He died on the cross so WE didnt have to! we would all be on a cross wiped and beated but he did for us. Jesus said before he did "God forgive them they know not what they do". If you think about it he is saying that we dont know what we are doing and we need his help. he also said "I will lay down my life for my sheep i will lay down my life for my friends and remember that I am dying for you" I also say that I will read the bible but then I don't because I am to "busy" too. I pray when I need gods help and when i go to bed otherwise i dont think about him. But I should I should think about him everyday and not just when I need his help. Jesus was a human he went though everything we did he wasen't perfect he had acne he was beaten,bruised and he was hurt. He had to find a jod just like us, he had to go to hell and he after 3 days I think it was of torture and tare by the devil he went to heaven. so if you think that hes not like us and he cant relate to us he can!! He is here all you have to do is pray and look up and know that he is watching over you.
my life is not perfect no one is. we all have our own problems. so before you go around and jugde people stop because everyone is fighting their own war.
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