Fall

Leaves on the ground, lots and lots of candy from Halloween, Colors are just starting to change. Sweatshirts and sweatpants are what you wear. Freezing your butt off at football games gloves and hats, So cold you can't feel your figures. Jumping in the leaves like when you were little,carving out your pumpkin. The smell of great baked cookies and apple pie. Getting together with family and eating a huge delousious dinner for thanksgiving. Getting up at 4:00 in the morning on black Friday just to go shopping. This is the fun of fall.

High school

Its only the first week and I already have to present 3 projects.. Which let me tell you I suck at doing. Standing infront of the class and talking is not my cup of tea, I get all nervous and forget what I'm going to say and my face gets really red too. But I guess I just have to get over that fear sonetime, and hopefully that sonetime is soon.

Math Is nit hard so far but that's just because it's only the first week,,I'm not the best at math by any means.

In us history we are learning about like these people who where alive when the ice age was and that had different grows all over the world and they came here my boat and island to island and by aomething else but I forgot. Anyways I totally do not believe in that at all and that is what is coming up on the test next week and it's hard for me to learn about something when the whole time in the back of my head I'm saying but I don't believe in that.

I have jewelry class, it's SO much fun but so hard! I'm making a bracelet and the wiring for the bracelet is silver and I'm also making a ring in thaT class but we havent started that yet

One of my teachers says that everything we will learn in his class we will use and we will not just " memorize stuff we will learn it he doesent want to see how much we can memorize . He wants to see how much we acaully know. Bill gates said in his 1 way of life, said "life is not far so get used to it."

we all change at some point in our lives...

we start to wear makeup

we start to forget about the friends we had...

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and we evenually forget... and we make new friends,
"better" freinds





we forget to have fun.. and be who we are







 and we wake up one day and look in the

mirror and see we have become someone totally different

unaware of the things that were once important to us

we start to worry about how healthy we eat

and how nice we look

we even start to ''forget'' who is important

and how cute we look

and pretty soon you start to worry about how much you weigh



and then you start to be like every girl..
trying to get a guys  attention, but really you shoulden't be...
you should just be yourself, you should just be you <3



Summertime

It's almost over, and yet it seems like it's just began. I don't want it to go, no one does. But it always comes back. Peope act different in summer they are themselves. In summer people get hurt and love and are just plain and simply happy. And then in one momment it's school and everyone goes back to who they where before. In the summer there is a space where you can see right through time to where everyone different.

Summertime, the sweet taste of watermelon dripping down your mouth. The ocean water spraying mist in your face the taste on salt in your mouth. The feeling that you are free no worries just you and the world you live in, and everything is exactly like it's supposed to be and for those sweet times you are just who you are and your just you.

can you stop and enjoy the ride?<3

Change

People say they will not group but, but they do. They say they would never be a prepy person at school,they say they will never group to too fast...

But all that changes when you grow up,you start to wear makeup and start to think that your clothes is not good enough, so you go and get better clothes just for other people. you start changing and pretty soon you look in the morrior and you are someone totally differen. With all your makeup and hair and all your cute clothes, your not yourself. You have become "normal"

I've changed and not in the best ways I had my birthday on the 21 and I turned 15... I'm old enough to get a jod. And I look back and see all the things I wish I could have made slow down. I look at myself and see someone who is trying so hard to fit in, to be "normal" that they change, they become just like everyone else and pretty soon they are.

I was looking at pictures of me when I was younger just last year I was HAPPY and carefree and now I'm trying to be someone im not. And the thing is it's so natural for me to just change. That I don't even know I've changed so much until it's too late and I can't stop it.

I have been trying to read the bible and trying to pray more and think about god everyday and not just when I need him, but the thing is it doesent work, I forget about him until I acaully need him.

I think thats what change is, it's where you are yourself one day and different the next. It's not always bad it can be good too. But change is hard and complicated. But everyone changes and everyone is different. But just don't forget that you don't have to change for anyone, you can be yourself and by being your self people will like you for you.

summer

sometimes you cry... over stupid things sometimes you hurt over things unseen
and sometimes your just there

trying something new even though you are pretty sure your gonig to suck at it.



this is what summer is all about

the great taste in your mouth,the frest water dripping down your lips
and the fresh amazing summer feeling of everything..

there is nothing wrong with being creative and wanting something more

you cant not say that this smile is cute!



yess

i had a dream i could fly from the highest place i had a dream <3

 I dont know what else to say i lived it full i lived it well as many tales as
i lived to tell

no one knows whats in the hold of your mind we are all buildings and people inside
never knows who walks through the door is it someone
you have met before?

but still you might believe me they tell me im crazy...

my love leave yourself behind beat inside me.

let go..you cant hang on to everything forever...

cleaning can help you find what you want that was lost but was not gone

now i am strong you gave me all...

we were all in love and we all got hurt, it was all to sweet to last <3

maybe you were all faster than me we have each other but so easily <3

what i gave to you is yours to keep.

i feel so far from where ive been

she opens a window just to feel the chill

help i have done it again i have been many times before hurt myself again today...
and the worst part is there is no one to blame <3

hold me warm me up and breathe me.

the colors are so close yet so far...





<3

we feel how we feel inside,
maybe one day well all wake up and this will all just be a dream <3

daddy dont want you to see but he sees just as much as me

and it all happened to fast for us to grade it.