we all change at some point in our lives...

we start to wear makeup

we start to forget about the friends we had...

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and we evenually forget... and we make new friends,
"better" freinds





we forget to have fun.. and be who we are







 and we wake up one day and look in the

mirror and see we have become someone totally different

unaware of the things that were once important to us

we start to worry about how healthy we eat

and how nice we look

we even start to ''forget'' who is important

and how cute we look

and pretty soon you start to worry about how much you weigh



and then you start to be like every girl..
trying to get a guys  attention, but really you shoulden't be...
you should just be yourself, you should just be you <3



Summertime

It's almost over, and yet it seems like it's just began. I don't want it to go, no one does. But it always comes back. Peope act different in summer they are themselves. In summer people get hurt and love and are just plain and simply happy. And then in one momment it's school and everyone goes back to who they where before. In the summer there is a space where you can see right through time to where everyone different.

Summertime, the sweet taste of watermelon dripping down your mouth. The ocean water spraying mist in your face the taste on salt in your mouth. The feeling that you are free no worries just you and the world you live in, and everything is exactly like it's supposed to be and for those sweet times you are just who you are and your just you.

can you stop and enjoy the ride?<3

Change

People say they will not group but, but they do. They say they would never be a prepy person at school,they say they will never group to too fast...

But all that changes when you grow up,you start to wear makeup and start to think that your clothes is not good enough, so you go and get better clothes just for other people. you start changing and pretty soon you look in the morrior and you are someone totally differen. With all your makeup and hair and all your cute clothes, your not yourself. You have become "normal"

I've changed and not in the best ways I had my birthday on the 21 and I turned 15... I'm old enough to get a jod. And I look back and see all the things I wish I could have made slow down. I look at myself and see someone who is trying so hard to fit in, to be "normal" that they change, they become just like everyone else and pretty soon they are.

I was looking at pictures of me when I was younger just last year I was HAPPY and carefree and now I'm trying to be someone im not. And the thing is it's so natural for me to just change. That I don't even know I've changed so much until it's too late and I can't stop it.

I have been trying to read the bible and trying to pray more and think about god everyday and not just when I need him, but the thing is it doesent work, I forget about him until I acaully need him.

I think thats what change is, it's where you are yourself one day and different the next. It's not always bad it can be good too. But change is hard and complicated. But everyone changes and everyone is different. But just don't forget that you don't have to change for anyone, you can be yourself and by being your self people will like you for you.