Why?

why is it that we always dint notice the people around us? Why is it that we play stupid games that could kill us? Why is it that we want so much to fit In we forget about the things that really matter? How come we are okay with being mean to someone but when they are crying we are nice even if we don't like them? How come people can go and kill the sled with out even thinking about how the outcome will effect everyone and not just them? how come we ate okay will drinking and smoking but when it comes down to life we don't really care? How come we don't notice stuff until its too late? Why it is that we never talk to anyone other than our friends? Why is it so easy for some people to put a knife to there arm and say it's okay? Why is it so easy to be nice to someone well they are crying? Why is it that so many people take their own life's? Why is it so many people think there is no other way out?

the last few days I have been hearing about this girl. The rumor was she either hung herself with a belt or she was playing a choking game at a party and her friends forgot about her. Her dad found her on the ground and they took her to the hospital she has been in accoma for the last 3 days, yesterday I heard she died then I heard she didn't. But thoses are all just rumors. And them today we got a letter saying that she was donating her organs well her parents were. They decided to poll the plug because she had been On life support for a long time and there was like no chance. she was only in 7th grade! Now what is wrong with that!!! why is this world so bad that people are killing themselfs left and right. at lunch today this girl and this other girl were talking and they got in an argument over what happened to her my friend said that she played the choking game and this other girl said she hung herself. my friend said there is always a reason why someone does something. And the other girl said no she could have gist done it cause. And my friend said no trust me there is always a reason why they want to take there own life. I would now I had 2 people in my family do that she said. everyone today was crying. I found out that she was in my gym class and I saw her like everyday, but never said hi she was very nice and a happy girl at school, and just think I could have talked to get before she died if I just would have said hi. It's amazing how someone can be here one minute and the next theyre gone. Three people have dies well look there own life's in the last two months. one fr maple grove one from osseo and one from Rogers. And there are more. What was so horrible that they took theyre own lives?


I didn't know you that well but I knew you were a nice girl and Alot of people knew you, you were very pretty and you were always happy at school you liked sparkles. You will be missed greatly by everyone. If you could see everyone now you would be suprised about how many people cryed and are still cryibg for you, and how many people put sparkles all over them just for you(: But I know you are probably in a better place. may you rest in peace paige klick.

Heyy

Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I've just been busy with track which I very sad to say is over tell next year. Oh well... There is always cross country(: school is good ALL the teachers are getting annoyed of the kids and all the kids ate annoyed of the teachers cause they just want summer already!!!

it's time to let go.. Let go of all the pain and hurt and be done with it. Start over or again. Make what was once broken and heal it. Make once was wrong right. Try to fix things even If you think it will not do any good. Try your very best to succeed. Make once was broken right.


I'm laying here in my bed it's 11:19 and I can't sleep. I have school tomorrow and right now
My room is way to hot that's why I can't sleep because someone took the fan):

Let go. Pray for those who prosecute you for my sake. What ever you do to the least of theses you are doing to me. This means that I will never flood the earth again. and there way day and there was night. who ever belives in god shall not Parrish but have eternal life. For I am with you always. you cannot hide because I see all, the good and the bad. You are my shepored I shall not want you make me lay down into green pastors you restore my soul. Even though I walk though the valley of death. I fear no evil for my rode and my staff comfort me. he will lay down his life for his sheep. Just ad I layed downy life for a friend. So know that u am dying for you. I am dying so you dint have too. Father forgive them they know not what they do. It is finished.

Well it is now 11:34 and I still can't sleep. Anyways Thats what was going though my head so I decided to write it down for you all to read. Kay bye