I can't remeber why I had my hand on my face but i remeber i was having fun. |
I miss this when I didn't care what anyone thought. And I could just be a kid. |
But then all of a sudden I started getting older and I saw magazines with tan girls who wore lots of makeup on and I though that they were naturally pretty and then I started to want to be like those girls on covers. I started to want a boyfriend I started asking for makeup because I had to be like those girls... I had to be perfect. I know now that I was completly wrong about everything about those girls about society. I should have never changed, I should have never started to lie and act mean. Just watch this video and you will see society is sick those girls were just normal people but then they edited them and made them fake.
http://youtu.be/iYhCn0jf46U
I wish that I could go back and take everything back everything I thought was real. They are just fake so the next time you see some girl on a cover of a magazine don't try and be like her because trust me you will just be wasting your time. wasting your life trying to be like everyone else. trying to be prefect like society wants us to be but you see even society had their secerts and even they are not perfect. I am not saying that all people are fake and just because they wear makeup or are skinny. I am saying don't get caught up in all the drama of life, don't get stuck in the same cyle of trying to be like everyone else because it is pointless. you are you and you shoulden't let anyone change that. You shoulden't have to change for other people you should be yourself and if they dont like who you really are then thats their loss. jealousy is one of the most powerful things it can make people do crazy things like be annerexic or put so much make up on that by the time your done they don't even now who you are anymore. Lately I have started to realize how fake people are and how they act different around every group they are in. I have reaized that you can be who you are and you dont have to wear makeup all the time and you dont have to be 100 pounds. I have realized that I have changed and I am done with all the "drama" of life. I am trying not to care what people think about me. If you hate me then you hate me if you love me then you love me. I don't wanna be fake anyone in fact I am tired of being fake I want color I wanna be real. I don't need to wear to be pretty because I realized that I was beautiful sense the day I was born. I just needed to find my way. Life is to short to worry about how skinny or hot or how much you eat because when your life is over it will not matter. The only thing that will matter is if you love. Life is beautiful if you woud just look around and soak it all up and let it all in.
no makeup here.. It was summer and I was in califormia with my friend and family living life up and I didn't care what I looked like. |
I am not wearing any makeup in this picture... and I dont care becuase I know I dont have to wear makeup to be pretty. |